We are going to do another "month of masks" for halloweeeeeeen. And I would love to get some more input for costumes yall want to see. Last time someone suggested firefighters, priest and nun, etc. And we did those! We pick out ones that genuinely sound fun to us but also want to add a little flare just for the audience. So if you have an idea, comment below and you might see it in October 👀🖤🎃
2024-08-09 10:55:54 +0000 UTC View PostTaking a cycle break from posting today. But we got a hotel in two weeks to film more fun content away from a new spot. As well as we are going to be filming more content this weekend. ❤️❤️❤️
2024-08-09 01:26:14 +0000 UTC View PostCooking up love on the kitchen floor for Tuesdays video 🧑🍳💋👅
2024-08-06 19:35:36 +0000 UTC View Post
New back tattoo …. The other side is getting filled in once this heals but ugh I love it so much I have to show I off
2024-08-02 18:25:52 +0000 UTC View PostPart one of two…
After she had me on the counter i ate her on the kitchen floor but you’ll see that video on Tuesday 👀🤤
I’m getting my back blasted at a tattoo parlor today so please enjoy this video and the rest of your Thursday. If you have any fun weekend plans you want to share leave that in the comments. If you have any intimacy related advice questions always feel free to message me on here and I’d love to help. Stay safe, stay sexy, and as always Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do 😘
• pink pony boy •
It’s as though I was destined for this life. Nature versus nurture, that really is the question. Raised by a dancer myself, I was always around this world. Whether that be dancing naked in the mirror at 5 because “that’s what mommy did,” learning how to steal money from men to survive at ten, getting SAd at that age as well only to not be believed & furthermore grounded as though I should’ve known better (when he was 5 years my senior.) Then in turn becoming hypersexual to mask a need for affection and closeness, a hole needing to be filled where the neglect sat with pigtails a feet swinging, day dreaming about getting out of halfway houses though those were better than park benches on cold desert nights. Mothers do what they have to. Women have always done what they have to. And I like mine before me knew that to have a better chance than she had - I would step up and do anything. But as a rebel in lingerie , I was going to do it my way. Sex work to me now has never been what I see in my memories. I don’t have to bring strange people into my safe spaces, around my family, no one touches me other than my Wife who I know cares for me delicately who respects my body, worships me. I feel fortunate to have curated a safe space for both our bodies, different in every way and yet we both share the vulnerability, the need for connection, to be humans amongst humans at our rawest form. It would be unjust of me to blame my career path on my upbringing, I AM passionate about self pleasure. About taking our bodies back because they were not conquests to be won by anyone else and we were here first. I am passionate about healthy intimacy between consenting adults - because I, as many others, know that just because you are in a relationship doesn’t mean you can’t be taken advantage of and then have to see them brushing their teeth in the mirror the next morning. We are mammals with these magical forms, full of nerve endings and emotions, a sex can be as spiritual as it is carnal. So that leaves me about as passionate as I am experienced. So, nature versus nurture; I guess I’ll never know. But I digress, I love my job, and my sexuality. It is my power, and my peace. Stability and sensuality. Born to be or not to be, I will remain a pink pony boy on a cinematic stage, just having fun, and I’m gonna keep on dancing.
Sneak peak of Tuesdays video … giddyup 🤠💋
2024-07-25 23:18:56 +0000 UTC View PostI am a little behind on filming and wanted to highlight a Halloween Favorite of mine for content today.
This was one of my FAVORITE scenes to film, to dress up for, and goddam did it feel good. Costumes have always given me a way to let go. To stop worrying so much about how I look, what I sound like, etc. it takes me out of my body and keeps me in the present. What are some of your favorite ways to get out of your head in bed and allow yourself to just relax and enjoy to moment?
• hand full •
There is something about a handful of her. Her hand, her curves, her hips, her hair, a handful of her is never too much or too little. Yet She always leaves me satisfied and wanting more at the same time. There is no disciplining my desire, no caging the craving that leaves me begging for her breasts in my mouth, her lips on both pairs of mine. As she’s feasting on me I can’t help but grip her hair in my fists, bobbing her head up and down on my dick, the roof of her mouth rubbing against the tip of me. Oh how I wish I could reach the back of her throat. But for now, to be able to fill her mouth is good enough for me. She makes my body feel things no one couldve prepared me for. The rush I get when she says she wants to suck my dick that’s not a dick. She brings out a side of me that can’t help but take control when I’m losing control. And when the deed is done, my reality slowly overwhelms me. Did I hurt her, was I too rough, is her jaw okay? The grip on her hair loosens as the my arms wrap around her, in an embrace she holds me, body and soul. And that, is truly a handful.
I love finding new spots to sleep in 👀
2024-07-21 06:39:54 +0000 UTC View Post• presents •
Masturbation with the help of someone else didn’t occur to me until I found someone I trusted with my naked soul as much as I trusted them with my naked body. For me masturbation always felt so taboo. I grew up in a “he who pleases his own body will burn for eternity” type of household which never made any sense to me, because it was and it remains to be MY body. Now as all adult I love to masturbate and could do so probably every day. When you’re in a differently libido’d pairing, this can become a tool, and for others this can become a topic of insecurity, competition and even an emotional escape button and way to avoid intimacy between two people. I’ve heard it all before from exes who thought my vibrator was their sworn enemy in life. I’ve found others who were happy they didn’t have to touch me at all but they were also barely intimate outside of the bedroom either. because to them, just living together was enough and they used my willingness to self pleasure as a way to not have to be with me at all. Now, I can satisfy myself. I know what I like, I take myself out, buy myself treats and trinkets. I can touch myself thoughtfully and sensually. But after years of relationships where my need for emotional and sensual intimacy got extinguished by others, shamed by the people who I thought wanted all of me, it’s been a breath of fresh air to find a partner who wants to help provide me comfort, extra stimulation, aftercare, love, even when I’d prefer a toy. Even when my libido is higher. Even if it takes 10,20,60 minutes. They don’t feel insecure that I need more from them, all I need is their love, their understanding, their comfort. A lot of people put down the term pillow prince(ess) , or shame stone tops but each of us should feel safe and confident that the people we choose are compatible with our needs and desires. My partner doesn’t always want to receive. They aren’t always in the mood when I am, and if I were to wait for our libidos to line up, we’d experience mini bed comas multiple times a year. Instead, we’ve found something that helps us both feel wanted. Sexting all day, making out in the kitchen. Taking off her boots when she gets home, foot rubs and back rubs, the little ways we create physical & emotional safety for eachother. We never guilt each other for not being more in the mood or wishing the other person wasn’t so “needy.” A stability neither of us have had in the past. That trust has built so much that I know when ever I need her, she knows I only need as much as she can freely give me. Sometimes, all she can lend to me is her presence, and that is a gift in itself.
Todays video is completely uncut, just vibing on with myself, with a vib in my hand 😉
Life has been chaos recently with wedding planning, projects coming up draining my creative energy (for those of you that love my writing stay tuned for that 👀) and we’ve had company at our home taking up space as well so I thought I’d have a little (much needed) alone time in my van. The session was faster than I anticipated 😅 quickly cumming used to be something I was insecure about and repressed until I got to a point where cumming can take forever with a partner. My videos vary in length from videos 5 minutes long to videos 30 minutes long it just depends on the length of the session. Our bodies change and fluctuate, what gets us off the fastest we can get numb to and have to find new ways of cumming all together. Getting to share this side of me has healed me in so many ways including just helping me remember that I’m just a human. Just a mammal. Animalistic urges and sensations that are meant to be experienced and enjoyed. And in this case, shared with others so that we know we are not alone.
I used to be so insecure about having a long clit until i realized i have a big dick for an afab person 😂😍
2024-07-13 16:31:43 +0000 UTC View Post• something about being alone •
2024-07-12 00:43:37 +0000 UTC View PostEditing the New video for later today 👀💋
2024-07-09 13:46:14 +0000 UTC View PostIdk if I got food sickness or I’m coming down with something. But I am out of it today and trying to rest today. Uncertain if I’ll be able to post today or Thursday this week, so if you are new or just want to watch more of my content, please feel free to go back through my media. I have 200+ videos. I highly suggest Octobers Month of Masks videos or Februarys Retro Roleplay themed videos ❤️❤️❤️ I’m so so sorry for being absent this week but am hoping to be feeling better shortly. As always, stay safe, and have a wonderful week/weekend.
2024-07-02 16:22:54 +0000 UTC View PostTbh I love getting comments on my videos. Like yes please tell me we loot good, we made you feel good, you came so fast, I LIVE for these comments
2024-06-29 22:39:08 +0000 UTC View PostDisclaimer, Tuesdays video I sound like I am being mauled by a bear. Watchers beware 😅🖤
2024-03-23 15:12:30 +0000 UTC View Post• needy • It’s hard to ask for what we want. Not just in the bedroom but in relationships in general, romantic & otherwise. Telling a friend you need more time with them. You miss them but don’t want to be a burden knowing their life is just as busy as yours. Or Asking a lover for a back rub at the end of a long day, knowing you both have had a long day. For me, an orgasm can be in of the hardest things to just randomly ask for, especially when my partner isn’t in the mood to receive themself. It makes me feel like I’m asking for too much. I’ve never been in a relationship where my orgasms mattered as much as they do to my current partner. Previous parties only ever cared about their own, if they could get off the sex must have been good for both of us who cared if my pleasure was less than satisfactory. Because of this not only did I get used to my orgasms not being important but I also didn’t know how to ask for what I wanted DURING sex. Touch me here, slow down, speed up, put them both in your mouth, etc. but being with my current partner, someone who genuinely cares about my orgasms and care about my pleasure in the bedroom and outside of it, she’s been reconditioning me to ask for my needs to be met. Some people get really hung up on “I shouldn’t have to ask, they should just know” but in reality we grow and change in so many ways throughout a relationship that your partner will never be a perfect mind reader. No one is. However you can see how much a person respects your needs by how well the follow through after you’ve expressed the importance to you. “I’d really like it if you got be flowers more often” goes from never getting flowers to a new bouquet every month, or every week, or whenever they can afford it but they do it more often and if that’s THEIR best, then that’s what matters. Telling your partner quality time matters a lot to you, and you two discussing what quality time means to each of you and finding ways both of you can feel loved and seen during those times. Letting your partner know exactly where you want their hands or their tongue, guiding them towards your orgasm, allowing your partner to pleasure you to your exact specifications can heighten the connection for both people. You get to orgasm in a way that’s most satisfying to you, and your partner now knows your body more and more because you’ve told them your needs. Your sex life can only improve and grow closer with that level of vulnerability. You aren’t “needy” you are a human with needs. Allow yourself to lean into them. Denying yourself that vulnerability is denying yourself of intimate connection. Be vocal. Be open. Be raunchy. Be soft. Be needy.
2024-03-21 13:29:52 +0000 UTC View PostHey all!! This weekend m and I will have driven practically 40 hours in three days. We are exhausted and not able to film this weekend. No video Tuesday, hopefully by Thursday we are back to our routine ❤️ love yall , appreciate yall. Im currently typing this at 11:49 pm with 11 more hours to go. Wish us luck 🍀 enjoy Paddy’s day
2024-03-17 06:51:04 +0000 UTC View Post• lunch break • How would you react if you came home to your partner dressed up in lingerie and spread for you on the bed? This is how my partner reacted to me in this exact scenario. Ever since they came home in the middle of me “working” they have been eager to come home and ravage me in the middle of the day. These spur of moment sessions throughout our week have kept us feeling connected, desired, and wanted, even though we are spending less time together now that M has found their passion and is working to accomplish it. Life ebbs and flows. There are periods of life where your priorities and sense of accomplishment exceeds the frame of a relationship. Having a partner who you can be interdependent with is so important. It takes two to keep the passion in a relationship alive even when you’re in a season of individual success. That appreciation for eachother and dedication to eachothers goals gives your partner the emotional freedom from having to worry if they aren’t doing enough for the relationship and, in my opinion, motivates eachother to show up with more Quality time rather than having a quantity of less-than-adequate time together. Even if it is just a quickie on a lunch break. 😉 All that said, I hope you enjoyed the video. Wish us luck and safe travels while we embark on an 18 hour drive to our new home. If you’re feeling generous please tip your servers 🙏🙏🙏 we could use all the support we can get through this move. We are grateful for yall, have a wonderful weekend, stay safe and as always don’t do anything I wouldn’t do 😘
2024-03-14 22:10:56 +0000 UTC View PostThere is a video coming tonight! Currently packing for an 18 hour road trip to our new (to us) home!!!! 🏠🤯🥰 I can’t wait for all the new memories and filming spaces. I’m so genuinely excited for this adventure. Thank you all for helping my family find peace through such an unconventional career. I cannot thank yall enough. Cant wait for you to see todays video 🖤 you deserve all the love 👏👏👏
2024-03-14 15:37:53 +0000 UTC View Post• safe spaces • In all my years of self pleasure, never once has someone come home in the middle of a session- until now 🫢 You have seen in previous videos that I do enjoy having my partner tend to me while I masturbate, but when I am alone, I have a strict “no masturbation unless the house is empty” rule. I like to feel comfortable enough to talk dirty to myself, to take my time, to fully appreciate my body how I want to without fear of perception or judgement. I was raised in a culture that shames people especially AFAB bodies for touching themself. In church women were considered unclean for having those desires and in my past I would bury my desire far under my own bed, along with the privacy tab on my phone. As I’ve learned more about healthy sex and healthy pleasure, I’ve learned that having discussions around these feelings with a partner, talking to them about the kind of porn you watch or the kind of self pleasure you partake in may feel vulnerable at first. But it was those very conversations that saved me from embarrassment in this video when I heard my own partner come home early in the middle of a session. My immediate reaction was to freeze. The shame and embarrassment that was taught to me around masturbation started to well up in my brain. Am I gross or weird? is my partner going to judge me? what if this ruins their day? what if what if what if. While the chatter in my head continued to risk assess , I soothed my mind with the knowledge that those fears were not personified in my partner. She was not going to judge me or laugh at me in a negative way. No more than I could laugh at myself for the compromising position I was in. I decided to just break the ice. & wouldn’t I know it, my partner showed up exactly how I knew they would despite my embarrassment and fears. She was more upset that she had to go back to work rather than jump on camera with me. She complimented me and appreciated my body , before getting back to her day. It is SO normal for our brains to project our insecurities onto situations we would consider embarrassing. We can become defensive or shamed by our own minds, and that could’ve easily turned into a completely different out come in this video. It could’ve caused me to not finish myself & in consequence not finish the video at all. Instead I changed the pattern of shame and made it comfortable for the both of us. To laugh and enjoy the silliness of the situation because it IS funny. To be caught touching yourself, clamps on, plug in, vibe going. The fact that both of us can giggle and appreciate the fun and sexiness of it together, was another bonding moment and opportunity for us to say, “I’m your safe space, you can just exist as you are.” 🌿
2024-03-12 14:11:21 +0000 UTC View PostBLOOPERS 🤪 What happens when I get caught masturbating 👀🥲
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