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it's been over a month since my last post, and what a month ..

it's been over a month since my last post, and what a month it was... i hope you had a nice festive period and i am very sorry to have left you so abruptly, it was not my intention at all where do i even begin to tell you about everything that's happened and where do i even begin to understand everything it's made me feel there have been many long conversations, many deep conversations, some uncomfortable conversations too, which led to some important realisations i now need to face, and also highlighted some other things i am yet to interpret i have said some things out loud for the first time, things that have caged me down with shame for a long time. i have opened up and allowed myself to be more vulnerable than ever before. i have allowed myself to be seen and received, and i was seen, and i was received, and i was accepted. and it awakened something in me. i was able to identify and admit that i don't have a healthy sense of self. becoming more aware of my desire to be liked and accepted has made me wonder whether i'm a good person or just a good actor, constantly performing to receive the desired reaction. not having yet found a purpose and not finding satisfaction in my work doesn't help either, especially when society tells you that this is such an important part of the equation when it comes to assessing one's worth, and when it seems like everyone around you has got it figured out luckily, the universe has heard my question and pleads loud and clear and sent its support and answer in the most magical way possible, which has reminded me of how connected i am to everything around me, and how i am but a small part of a much larger picture and it surrounded me with the most wonderful people who have been an incredible support and reassurance, and have patiently sat with me through all my tribulations and all my tears, which there have been so many of in this last month. a true rite of purification and release. i know i am probably not making much sense, but i feel like something is brewing in me, or maybe it has been for a while and it's just reached an intensity impossible to ignore. i don't know what's coming next, but i am trying to stay hopeful, to believe that my purpose will find me, if i don't find it first. on a different note, of a similar bittersweet taste, this journey seems to be slowly nearing its end. it's just over 30 of us right now, and it feels like a close circle of friends. for some reason, i can't help but imagine us all around a campfire as i'm writing this post, maybe with an wild orgy to follow as a last hoorah ๐Ÿ˜… i am not going to change anything, and will let it run its organic flow, ยซย till the last loverย ยป as they *almost* say. i love writing and i love having an outlet for my thoughts and my sexy photos alike, but i am not able to sustain the presence and activity you got to know and love, and it would be unfair for both of us to claim otherwise. it's been truly wonderful and i will always remember this part of my life and everything it's taught me, and i will always remember you โค๏ธ thank you for being my lover ๐Ÿ˜˜ /////////////////////////// the selection of photos/videos is from the impromptu trip i took to south of portugal in the penultimate week of the year, to see my passionate, sensual, hot, caring, sexy, arousing, handsome, intelligent, supportive lover (i think ยซย boyfriendย ยป is too cringe haha), following a little breakdown of mine that led to the first important conversation of the series, and has defined this interesting trajectory. 1. me in the mirror 2. the beautiful cliffs of south portugal, we went down to the beach, swam and got naked in the sun. then the tide decided iโ€™m walking back with wet trouser and trainers ๐Ÿ˜„ 3. an otherworldly sunset we watched during a collective acid trip 4. me in the mirror 5. the tattoo i very randomly got hand poked at 2 am as we were close to landing post our trip ๐ŸŒˆ 6. the most beautiful shower room i ever got to get wet in ๐Ÿ’ฆ 7. me in the mirror 8. some poetry i wrote during the creative writing workshop 9. the drawing which inspired my tattoo, inspired by the air element that i drew also during the creative writing workshop 10. me being a monkey in the mirror ๐Ÿ’

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memories of a perfect sunday ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿฅฐ pastry for me ๐Ÿฅ pussy for yo..

memories of a perfect sunday ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿฅฐ
pastry for me ๐Ÿฅ
pussy for yo..

memories of a perfect sunday ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿฅฐ pastry for me ๐Ÿฅ pussy for you ๐Ÿฑ i practice what i preach ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜

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memories from a night full of decadence, hedonism and sensua..

memories from a night full of decadence, hedonism and sensua..

memories from a night full of decadence, hedonism and sensuality ๐Ÿฅฐ can you spot the difference between my outfit in the beginning of the night and the end of it (last photo)? ๐Ÿ˜… my ยซ topย ยป - if you can call it that ๐Ÿคช - was literally just a mesh appliquรฉ i sticked to my body with double sided clothesโ€™ tape so it all started to come unstuck in the play room, for obvious reasons ๐Ÿ˜„ it was all worth it though ๐Ÿฅต P.S. how hot is my fellow sexy player?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿคค

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a beautiful sunny morning over here ๐Ÿฅฐโ˜€๏ธ how are you doing t..

a beautiful sunny morning over here ๐Ÿฅฐโ˜€๏ธ how are you doing today?

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little sneak peak of my look for the party i mentioned in th..

little sneak peak of my look for the party i mentioned in th..

little sneak peak of my look for the party i mentioned in the last post ๐Ÿ˜œ

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looking back on last week, finally had a completely free sun..

looking back on last week, finally had a completely free sunday, but as much as i was looking forward to it, it kinda made me feel pretty shitty not doing anything. but i also couldnโ€™t really find the motivation to do anything, even things i enjoy so overall it was a slightly deflated ending to an overall average week ๐Ÿ˜• gives me a chance, however, to finally tell you about last weekend, when i attended a sexy party with some friends, and had my first experience with a play room and public fucking, which was quite fun (although challenging to focus) ๐Ÿ˜„ curious to hear more and see my outfit? ๐Ÿงโ€โ™€๏ธ

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the only time you might like it better less steamy ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜ถโ€๐ŸŒซ๏ธ

the only time you might like it better less steamy ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜ถโ€๐ŸŒซ๏ธ

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happy monday โ˜บ๏ธ i had a full and exciting weekend i cannot..

happy monday โ˜บ๏ธ

 i had a full and exciting weekend i cannot..

happy monday โ˜บ๏ธ i had a full and exciting weekend i cannot wait to tell you more about!! how was yours? ๐Ÿ˜˜ P.S. if you like what you see & would like to see even more, a little coffee & croissant in bed will help you score ๐Ÿ˜‰

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can you notice a difference? ๐Ÿ˜‰

can you notice a difference? ๐Ÿ˜‰

can you notice a difference? ๐Ÿ˜‰

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some more trapeze shenanigans ๐Ÿ˜„ would you come see my perf..

some more trapeze shenanigans ๐Ÿ˜„ would you come see my performance? ๐ŸŽญ

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as yet another wonderful & pleasure filled weekend comes to ..

as yet another wonderful & pleasure filled weekend comes to ..

as yet another wonderful & pleasure filled weekend comes to an end, i am trying to carry the orgasmic energy into the week with me and instil it into every little thing & task ๐Ÿฅฐ wishing you a beautiful week ahead as well ๐Ÿ˜˜

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another little incentive if youโ€™re still not convinced about..

another little incentive if youโ€™re still not convinced about..

another little incentive if youโ€™re still not convinced about treating me this weekend ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜˜

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on bell girl duties today for the person who delivered me mo..

on bell girl duties today for the person who delivered me mo..

on bell girl duties today for the person who delivered me more pleasure than i ever imagined possible ๐Ÿ˜ they hurt their foot and somehow iโ€™m still the one who got coffee in the morning ๐Ÿฅน it means so much when people know the little things that make you happy โ˜•๏ธ and if you so desire to follow his lead, you can elevate both of our fridays even further, as i have some more fun photos to show you ๐Ÿ˜‰

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i absoluteeeeely love having my neck touched, caressed, lick..

i absoluteeeeely love having my neck touched, caressed, licked, you name it ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ itโ€™s such an erroneous zone that the lightest breath or kiss, could send shiver down my spine ๐Ÿคค even imagining it now makes me all tingle โ˜บ๏ธ

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good morning ๐ŸŒ… the sun is shining where i am and i am wishin..

good morning ๐ŸŒ… the sun is shining where i am and i am wishin..

good morning ๐ŸŒ… the sun is shining where i am and i am wishing you the best week ahead ๐Ÿฅฐ there is a short video coming soon as well ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜˜

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sunday always comes so quickly ๐Ÿฅบ tell me how was your weeke..

sunday always comes so quickly ๐Ÿฅบ

tell me how was your weeke..

sunday always comes so quickly ๐Ÿฅบ tell me how was your weekend? mine was very sweet for most part, with only a slight little spiral on saturday night. we went to see a local firework display, and i donโ€™t really like fireworks since theyโ€™re quite damaging to nature, but didnโ€™t quite think it through, as i was just looking forward to spending time together with the person iโ€™m dating. and i guess when they started i suddenly found myself on a weird train of thought that led me to think about all the people in the world for whom explosions in the sky represent something entirely & completely different to a celebration, and i couldnโ€™t shake it off until they were over. however, once they were over, the drunkk singer brought my morale right up ๐Ÿ˜„ and after a little dance, we headed back for an evening filled with delicious drinks, stimulating conversation and captivating company. and a whole night of cuddles ๐Ÿฅฐ anyways, tell me how was your weekend? โ˜บ๏ธ

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happy fridaay! ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿฅณ help us both celebrate by showing me some..

happy fridaay! ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿฅณ

help us both celebrate by showing me some..

happy fridaay! ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿฅณ help us both celebrate by showing me some love and letting me show you whatโ€™s hiding under my heart(s) ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜˜

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just a few hours back i was accompanied in this mirror by on..

just a few hours back i was accompanied in this mirror by on..

just a few hours back i was accompanied in this mirror by one of the hottest man i know, my chest pressed tightly against his back, my fingers wrapped tightly around his hard cock, my wet pussy twitching tightly from his arousal. ๐Ÿคค๐Ÿฅต๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ oh wouldnโ€™t you want to be a fly on my wall? ๐Ÿชฐ

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hint: the answer to the question in the previous post is A L..

hint: the answer to the question in the previous post is A L..

hint: the answer to the question in the previous post is A LOT!!!! ๐Ÿ˜‰

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how much do you want to see this kitty without her fur? ๐Ÿฑ๐Ÿ’•

how much do you want to see this kitty without her fur? ๐Ÿฑ๐Ÿ’•

how much do you want to see this kitty without her fur? ๐Ÿฑ๐Ÿ’•

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little preview of the other video from yesterday i mentioned..

little preview of the other video from yesterday i mentioned ๐Ÿ˜‰ itโ€™s a cute, playful & ofcs nakey one ๐Ÿ˜‡ treat me to a little coffee & a croissant this monday morning, and iโ€™ll treat you to the full 1.5 min of it ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ˜˜

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took a nice & relaxing bath yesterday ๐Ÿ˜Œ this is not the on..

took a nice & relaxing bath yesterday ๐Ÿ˜Œ this is not the only video i took ๐Ÿ˜‰

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i was at a yoga festival for peace yesterday ๐Ÿค we moved, we..

i was at a yoga festival for peace yesterday ๐Ÿค

we moved, we..

i was at a yoga festival for peace yesterday ๐Ÿค we moved, we chanted, we meditated in the name of shantih / peace ๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿค we also got fed delicious, nutritious & organic food, as diet is one of the 5 pillars of yoga, amongst the: ๐Ÿง˜โ€โ™€๏ธ asanas (the positions) ๐ŸŒฌ๏ธ pranayama (the breath) ๐Ÿ˜Œ savasana (the relaxation) โœจ vedanta & dhyana (positive thinking and meditation) it was a wonderful day full of invaluable wisdom & a much needed reset โœจ

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good night ๐Ÿ˜˜

good night ๐Ÿ˜˜

good night ๐Ÿ˜˜

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good morning ๐Ÿ˜ด

good morning ๐Ÿ˜ด

good morning ๐Ÿ˜ด

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tonightโ€™s hot yoga was HOT ๐Ÿฅต๐Ÿ’ฆ iโ€™ve ben nursing a cold this ..

tonightโ€™s hot yoga was HOT ๐Ÿฅต๐Ÿ’ฆ iโ€™ve ben nursing a cold this week so thought a hot yoga class might help get rid of its final bit. the class was great but it felt hotter & harder than normal, and i almost passed out ๐Ÿฅฒ i also always forget how i need to bring many layers to change into after because i get soaked, itโ€™s basically like exercising in a sauna after all ๐Ÿ˜… so i was very cold on my way back home and it took a hot shower, a hot water bottle, and a hot radiator to get some warmth back in my back ๐Ÿฅบ so weโ€™ll have to see tomorrow what the net effect of this decision was ๐Ÿ˜…

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happy hump day lover ๐Ÿ˜˜ iโ€™m always feeling better on a prett..

happy hump day lover ๐Ÿ˜˜ iโ€™m always feeling better on a pretty sunny day like this โ˜บ๏ธโ˜€๏ธ how are you doing today?? ๐Ÿ˜š

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this kind of feedback makes me wet ๐Ÿฅต

this kind of feedback makes me wet ๐Ÿฅต

this kind of feedback makes me wet ๐Ÿฅต

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so you know (or maybe you donโ€™t) how i started this because ..

so you know (or maybe you donโ€™t) how i started this because i needed rent money, but also because i had some really cool photos that i couldnโ€™t really show anyone and didnโ€™t have an outlet forโ€ฆ this has really helped me with that, and with building the connection with that part of myself, which i know has also played a role in how great this new experience of mine is going. i have found a partner who not only matches my sensuality, but also enhances it further & intensifies it beyond what i even imagined possible. itโ€™s tasty ๐Ÿคค theyโ€™ve been away for a couple of weeks & keeping in touch has been lots of fun ๐Ÿ˜ can you tell how much my body is craving theirs ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ

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โ€ผ๏ธ EXCITING NEWS!! โ€ผ๏ธ in line with this weekโ€™s search for h..

โ€ผ๏ธ EXCITING NEWS!! โ€ผ๏ธ

in line with this weekโ€™s search for h..

โ€ผ๏ธ EXCITING NEWS!! โ€ผ๏ธ in line with this weekโ€™s search for harmony, (and goddesses know i needed it!!) i finally bit the bullet & upgraded my icloud, or rather got icloud+ (which seems to come with better pricing?) i now have the MOST phone storage i had in months (a generous 10GB ๐Ÿ˜…) which will hopefully continue to grow as my phone struggles through the sync ๐Ÿฅฒ which means i can now take silly lil videos of random trees, and some other stuff ๐Ÿ˜‰, without the constant worry that any of them may just be the one which will send my phone into kaput mode again ๐Ÿ˜– which i always knew is annoying me, but not until i got rid of it, have i realised quite how much it was actually weighing on me, and itโ€™s the freest iโ€™ve felt in a long time and yes, we are talking about some $10/month, but if you know me you know iโ€™m super cheap with all subscription services, itโ€™s cause the boomers told me if i save that i can buy a house OKKK!!!! so i donโ€™t know yet if this will translate to more posts immediately, but iโ€™m sure excited for you to see what i end up using all this fresh space for ๐Ÿ˜„ also reddit is being super weird with me after our break so i might just start posting my random pics on the free account โ˜บ๏ธ

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