Weary and Somber Life Updates (Please skip if you do not wis..
Added 2020-06-08 00:26:04 +0000 UTCWeary and Somber Life Updates (Please skip if you do not wish to read somber news) Questionable Thoughts and Venting : For the last 2 days, I was in the hospital. I had fainted on my way to pay my respects to my rescue building. As soon as I woke up and heard I had been out for a day, I feared many left and I ended up fainting again this time in the hospital. I fear taking a day off, I fear loosing more than I already have. My doctor advises that I take time off, or I will have brain inflammation again, but I cannot afford to take another day off. I have worked so hard for the last few years of my life in running my own business and to see it crumble and disappear as been heavy on my mind and spirit. I am weak for not being able to take the stress but I will not give up. I must earn a minimum of 10k to be able to move to America. So far, I have raised $160 in my campaign and $400 on my own in the last 2 weeks. I am proud of the little accomplishment but I feel that I must chose between my health or survival. If I take the time off needed from my doctor, I know my life will come to a bigger halt in terms of not be able to afford my bills and pushing back my ability to the US. If I don't relax, my body will fail me at some point. I would like to gamble on my body holding out till I can earn abit more... but at the same time I would like to rest.
