Good morning , how are you feelling today ? For me it is a little bit weird weeks because I am not really in love with cold weather and this is making me feel kind of sad .
But what I do in days when I am down ? I am taking a pause and look around me , than I begin to say to God Thank You for everything that I have.
Let me give you some examples:
'' Thank you God for this beautiful sunrise I see every morning ! ; Thank you God for this tasty food I eat today ! ; Thank you God for beautiful eyes that can see the daily light''.
When we send gratitude , we forget about things makes us uncorfortable , that's a very good reminder also to not only pray, but also to be thankful .
How about you?
How you deal with days when you feel down ?
Hello there beautiful people, yesterday landed to Europe and still trying to get grounded after two intense months in Asia .
Today I woke up at 3 am and waited for the magic moment called sunrise ;
There I didn’t missed any sunset and thought it’s a great apportunity to catch the sunrise as well , home .
Feeling like an alien but should be fine in 2 days; since I am traveling a lot this year my body got used to change time zone … in 10 months I changed it for 6 times !!
But that’s not all , changed circle of people , daily routine , old habits and believes , people I manifest in my life and more will come because I didn’t really give space for everything to happen.
This two months of intence healing with kunadalini awakening and many other methods definitely got me closer to my true self and I love to my true color.
Anyways , thanks for being here and your time to read this and if you want hear more about it and chat in DM , follow my private account @mmbea 🌞
Hello, oh wow such a long time I wasnt around but dont worry I was busy to grow my sould to back with new energy and experiences .
Its been almost a month since I am in Asia in my spiritual healing and yeah I can feel it and see it on my glow , on my thoughts and of course the way my days flow .
For me it is not a surprise how the energy is around here , I am in love with Asia since I have my first steps in 2017 ; and since than my life begin to change in a very beautiful and unaspected ways , because I have so many new informations and realizations in the past 6 years that ''Thank You'' its not enought for the univers .
This is happening when you trust in Univers, God, Allah how ever you wanna call it ; when you are connected with your spirit and listening what and where he is trying to guide you , because yeah we all have a job, but in essence we are also here to ''work'' for our spirt; and when you put your hand on your heart and ask a question and the answer doesnt come from the brain but from heart, thats what you do when you begin to become your true self .
I can tell the same thing about me , its been hard to let go my old self and let come new self wich is acutally in all of us , we just need to allow it blow like a butterfly - thats the job for spirit that I am talking about .
There is not bad or good things - but there are karmatic experiences that help us become our better self , in fact when something that it feels bad, its red flag from our spirit , he is trying to tell us something...what he is trying to tell I cant tell you, you need do that exercise , put your hand on your heart and ask the question and than you get the answer . Its not eay and its not working from the beginning but trust me, in time it becomes so easy and than you also can easly talk with God and if before you pray for something and maybe the pray would manifest in 1 month or more now you will be surprised how it is possible to manifest it in 30 minutes like it happed to me 2 days ago . The feelling I had it was like brain explotion haha but yah very satisfaying and thankful feelling .
And the last thing I am gona say for now, yesterday I was at a healer , I know about him before I come here and promised to visit him when ever I have the chance. He is doing ''body scanning'' wich mean he close his eyes and on a papper he write so many lines and than he tell you what he see , blocked areas and so on . First of all he told me that since 2017 when I have been in Asia first time and when I made the tattoo sign in here that was the first call from my spirit and the calling for kundalini, but I wasnt ready yet so than second call it was to do hatha yoga school wich is first unblock to can connect with kundalini, I was not happy I was crazy shocked and happy , specially when he told me that my calling is right to kundalini and I need to work a bit more before I become a chanel to heal others , but there are some more to heal on myself wich I know because thats why I am here . So what more can I wish from life ?
Everything is happing as it has to happen , since I am here and started kundalini I have no bad days , I sleep 6h / night and I have so much energy , I eat only green food but stil drink coffee and I dont want give up on it because its my guilty pleasure haha and I spend all the time alone, except when I go at class ; I keep writing to my book and now everything become more interesting because I am connected at two dimmentions and living the story , but you will see that when I finish my book.
Oh My God, I wrote so much haha
I will be back soon around beautiful people , please listen to your heart , be nice because its for free , smile just smile , dont be afraid to be vulnerable - only being yourself you will see who truly is meant to be in your life because they will stay and accept you ike that .
Sending you love, light, peace and I apreciate your time to read my story .
Love, Betty xx
Hello hello and not like every hello LOL Hello from Asia 🤣 I am just joking , I guess I had a good sleep and being in a good mood makes me do that jokes . Here is morning I feel inspired to write you; I have landed in Asia few days ago but I really didnt struggled with time zone , it feels like normal wich is amazing ! I am already driving a scooter and started with deep therapies to prepare myself to become a kundalini healer , also got to see my teacher and wow everything is so powerful and you already know how much I love GOD LANDS . Yesterday a lady started to talk with me in locan language and I was like WHAT ? She says OH SORRY 😂She thought I am local, but yeah its not first time! 🤣 Anyways, hope you are good, hope you are great , I want to know how is your week been and if you started or already doing any therapy or healing . I wish you a perfect Sunday from the future lol because here is already Sunday! 😆❤️🙏🏽🐍
I have always been a happy person , as some of you that know me for years its nothing new to see me absolutly all the time with a smile on my face .
I beleieve that its crazy no ? Because I got this questions for so many time ''how can you be always so happy?'' I mean, why not ? I am happy that I took some time to prepare myself to be on cam like I am going to have my best date today , also because I am able to listen my favorite music and nobody else chose it for myself , also because the sun is shining and I can see it !
Of course I am on that line everyday and I am not complaning about it when I have it , I just enjoy in silence the specific moment and when I feel like I have something to offer , you see me again on cam with that contagious smile hehe.
So the meaning of that picture it is THANKFUL : when you look at the things and people you have in life and you say thank you GOD for everythings I have and every person in my life , you basicaly manifest fore of what you already have , this is how I talk with GOD , but this is me and how I see things .
How about you ? How do you keep yourself grounded?
Talking about ''fake it till you make it'' , when I am doing a new video I am also working on myself to make it better , without mistakes but its not working everyday ones because maybe its english and second because I got a little bit emotional doing this, but I love what I do and I am not doing another video till I make it ''perfect'' because the most important it is not to be a perfect video, what is here its the message , did you got my message right ?
Ones I watch this video I realized that it is such a good exercise to watch and listen myself , because even if I am a camgirl and I have been in front of cam everyday for years, when you film yourself and want to keep the speach about a specific topic it is not that easy like a freestyle that I am used to and I got nervours that you can see , but its ok, I love that emotions and at the same time I am working on acceptance , to accept myself and love myself when I am at my best and when I am doing mistakes, it is part of us . But talking about this video, what is it the most expesive present you ever get?
Talking about familly , Saturday night I had healing ceremony with a shaman and was a long and intens night with a lot familly traumas wich end with my granda traumas . I couldnt face them because there was things that happen in another dimension and had super fast pictures, but I know at the end I have seen a hand in the sky and the elephant eye I have seen in kundalini therapy with my future teacher with a week before and told me '' I choose you ,trust me your life its going to be changed in something amazing '' . A few hours later, I went home and got news that my grandma passed away .
You see , sometimes someone from familly have to sacrify to help other family members to grow , thats why I will say I am sorry , Thank you , I love you grandma .
I am so curious who else have similar experiences ; trust me if someone told you before that you are crazy , you are not lol you just need to find the right people with same vibration to share them .
Love , Beatrice.
I finally found the power to talk about my plan that I always had it in my mind , but didnt put it in practice because....maybe everything happens with a reason and at the right time .
Before everything I have to say that I am thankful for every single person that I had chance to talk/connect/hangout in my life even if it was for a a minute , because this is how I created stories for my book and help become person that I am today .
In spiritual world , we say that we choose our parents before we born to help our soul to heal and become a better verson in this life based on the experiences we have from other life/lifes .
As I begin to write for my book, everything happen naturally without effort , because this is how things goes when they have to be.
So I found the photographer and we had the photo and video shoothing where of course I talk about my life , my healing experiences and about my book .
To be honest, I have moments when I watch myself and things happen to be from far away and its incredible, I never liked my life so much before the way I do today.
My book it is made specially for my ''bl00d'' but I know that right persons will find it as well, because I want every single person who have read it to understand the meaning of this life , I want to give an inspiring message and also to encourage them to never give up on their dreams and not be afraid to fail, because I beleieve failing its a good way to help you grow . Of course we all have to find our ways to heal, doesnt matter that its a book, going to talk with a therapist , we are all different and we work in different ways.
I am not here to teach you how to live your life , just please dont give up on your dreams. I beleieve that its ok to do whatever makes you happy as long as it doesnt hurt people around you , so as time as I know my soul and my good intentions I am doing what I am doing today .I want this message find you well and mey give you a good reason to begin today be who you want to be ! I might know you, I might not but I want you to know that I am here and I support you ! Keep going !( excuse my English I’m doing my best ) 📖🔆
